Day 27

Most friendly people don't just know someone for one day, they leave a good impression on people, for that they garner many friends. Maybe it means, you got to know them the last day they were in town or something.

Personally, I don't have any one-day friends. My friends are all long-term, fall outs are inevitable but we work our way around it, but anyhoo, here goes.

To the friendliest person I knew for only one day,

Why did we only know each other for one day? If you're that awesome, and obviously I'm awesome, then we should stay friends longer, or forever (I have my doubts on the latter). So there's basically nothing to say to you, I tried :P

B.

31 Aug 2011

Well it's Independence Day today. Happy 54th, Malaysia! S'not easy being a multicultural, multiracial, multilingual diverse nation, yeah? But Malaysia takes to cake on this, sure there're some...unrest every now and then, but nothing's perfect. x)

Bit of info for ya, Malaysia's journey to independence wasn't that simple. Supposedly though, the things we learn in Sejarah are bullshit concocted by the government to protect their already corrupted image, that's what dad says anyway. Of course, there's some truth in it, but whatever x)

Been up since five a.m. did some stretches and got online. As expected, nobody's online, so surfed the net aimlessly. What do I intend on doing today? Simple. Pack my bag(s) and get a haircut and all that to make myself more presentable for our long-awaited class trip. Ehstrians really gonna go wild yo! For now, I'm hungry. But trying to curb my appetite so, as mom said, FLEE FROM TEMPTATION (okay the Bible too)

Title?

I don't talk/think/act like some people would stereotype Chinese Malaysians, so don't mind be being supposedly 'different'. And don't point your fingers saying I'm the weird one when you yourself don't act normal. Bah! Hypocrites.

And I look like some sort of bad-ass vampire with 'dark circles around my eyes', sure you may think Twilight sucks, but to me vampires look like that (but obviously they don't sparkle, that's what fairies are for). Also the dark circles help disguise my apparently-obvious eyebags. Vampires over retards yo!

So far, the holidays have been boring. Oh look, I'm still sitting here with absolutely no intention of touching my homework still. That, my friends, is how you spell LIFELESS. Naww, joking, my life is awesome! And I think I'm gonna continue my 30-day-letter challenge, I stopped at Day 26 'cause I got bored of it. But I'm bored of being bored now so I'm gonna go bore myself with something that bored me before. I should start packing my stuff, yeah?

Anybody recommend any awesome books for me to read? I like bimbo-romance (Confessions of a Shopaholic type), The Hunger Games/I Am Number Four-type, and please please please, in English x)

And I still think with the British accent in my mind. Awesome! Uhh...I mean wicked :D

B.

Constipation

The title refers to mental-constipation i.e. unable to crap out anything to write, not the having-difficulty-passing-motion constipation. Super looking forward to the class trip now! Psyched! :D I finished the third season of Skins UK today, yes that's how lifeless I am. Oh and had a somewhat-life group congregation, uhh...gathering sounds more appropriate. Awesome...lunch x)

Did you know? Oreos are love, I love them so. See? Constipation. Voila! So...see ya guys on Thursday, yeah?

Randomise.

This is a random post because I vowed to post up at least one blog post per day until this Thursday, which actually isn't that long so I don't know what the point is. But oh well, nothing wrong with it right? So, let's talk about random topics. First, Skins Season 3 is awesome, but I still prefer the first 2 seasons. Just 'cause of Maxxie. And Cook from S3 is annoying, I don't like him, Nana seems to though, because he's badass I suppose. Sometimes I wonder if they named Effy that because she's EFFing awesome? Random thought.

Next, I prefer the songs from Born This Way over The Fame/The Fame Monster, cause the songs are so much deeper and have true meanings in life. Well my life anyway, don't know 'bout yours yeah? But TF and TFM tracks are still catchy though, still kinda meaningless compared to BTW.

Okay what's next? Oh yeah! PANGKOR TRIP! Damn looking forward to it. Can you believe it's my first ever vacation-type trip without my parents? Well obviously you can since I'm such a, well y'know. So whatever. Sun, shades and friends (okay maybe not shades, okay semi-shades) what other thing could be better? Mental note to self: Check and doublecheck my items list just in case I miss out something which I haven't even started packing yet. Okay that's so rhetorical, but whatever!

Hmm, moving on. You know what's awesome? The British accent! It's so dreamy, I'm gonna attempt to learn it, don't know how but I will...sooner or later. Oh yeah, and the MTV VMAs 2011 were this morning (here in Malaysia), I'm not gonna go in full detail of that (I actually don't go in full detail of anything) so you go find out about it yourselves. But Born This Way - Lady Gaga, won best video with a message. And I agree, we are all born this way so accept yourselves and be awesome! Unless you're a retarded bimbo then carry on. (that make's no relevance to anything but whatever :D)

Randomization in a long passage isn't actually working for me. I suck D: Naww, I'm awesome and I was born this way! Haha x) Cheers!

B.

What a waste.

Well, today's been a productive day, yeah? HELL NO! I've wasted my precious Sunday to watch some random college football team from who-knows-where (they got some hot players though) play against Malaysia's sucky national team. Geez, national team vs random college team. You'd think they'd actually do better. Okay maybe 1-1 is considerably okay for their standard. Hahahha x) I'm dissing on my own country's team, how patriotic of me, yeah?

And lately I've been speaking with a British accent in my mind, still trying to converse in it though, sooner or later I'll get the hang of it, yeah? And you might've noticed I end my questions with 'yeah?' instead of 'right?' that's because Maxxie Oliver does it that way and he's sooooooo awesome and hot and everything :D (RL name: Mitch Hewer)

So, during the match I kept grumbling and mumbling to leave. How sporting is that? Evidently, my mere presence is already sporting enough as I don't give a crap about sports, especially football. Football-avid fans just ignore that yeah? So in the end me, Weng Hei and Bel went out to the 7-11 to buy stuff.

Conclusion: Epic waste of time! Oh wait, there's a free shirt from wherever and supposedly lots of Gerko marks (which is highly unlikely for this sort of crap). Oh damn, I still got the fucking moral project to do and add maths homework and History notes. Hot damn, and I'm supposed to finish them in 2 days? Well cause I'll be in Pangkor for 3 days, and obviously I'm not the type to do homework on a Sunday, and I intend to go out shopping for some essential (and non-essential too) stuff for my trip so yeah. Okay nevermind, fuck moral. I'll do my History notes first, ages since I did mind-mapping and caricatures, wanna give it another go, yeah?

B. (for Bryan, BornThisWay, Balls, Boobs and what not xD)

致：郑国俊师

Yesterday was the last day we had with Mr. Tay Kok Jun ): Even though not many of us expressed forlorn faces about his departure, it was a moment I didn't want to have to face. I don't know about the rest of the Ehstrians but this is from me.

Me and probably the rest of EPC would feel this way though. Sure, we may not be the brightest students, nor the most attentive ones. But don't let that shroud the attachment we had with him. (oh snap, I forgot to take a photo of the card to attach it here, oh well)

To teacher:

We'll miss you dearly, and only partially because of Pn Ya's return (ugh). Do come back and visit yeah? Never have I met such an open-minded educator (note: this is from my point of view), I don't know how to put all of what I'm thinking into words now but I know one thing.

You are awesome (: Good luck in every aspect you pursue in the future!

-B (27/8)

Form 4 - Difference

To be honest, I never thought this year would be such an awesome one, filled with fun-loving awesome new friends. I guess I thought it would be like the past 2 years, with me feeling unsociable because of some sort of interest gap or something. Boy, was I wrong. Ehstrians and EPCians coupled with a few of the awesomest teachers I've eve had made my Form 4 life superduperawesomepossumlicious. I'm gonna be really frank here, not my name's not gonna be Frank from now on, geez.

Alvin, Tek, Jayden and XinYing were the last people I thought I'd get along with. Turns out to be the exact opposite. No it's not cause you guys are ugly, stupid or anything, it's just...I don't know, there was this feeling in my gut. Now I know my intuition sucks. This year's been a blast, though it's not over yet, it already gave me the feeling that my life was completed. Sure, I failed my first ever subject and got recorded so many times in the Blue Card already (damn!) And as for my meanness of lip, my deepest sincerest apologies, even though they were just for laughs (don't take it too hard), and that's just 'cause I'm kinda a straightforward guy who just can't shut the hell up at times.

Times change, and so do people. That is a saying that rings very true, I used to be this utter introvert who emos all the time during primary one to three, then it got better when a few turns of events occurred, in form one and two, I was a quiet person again, form three was better but still no there yet. But this year, God dammit I'm a sucker for chat topics and...uhh how do I put this...memanglah chatterbox. Personality change 360 degrees! Yeah man, that's just how I roll, usually if I type this block of text, I would keep it to myself but I've decided to post it out anyway.

And holy shit and starting to become evil. (and swearing D:) My goody-two-shoes reputation has been destroyed. but who cares, life isn't about being perfect, it's about living it to the max! Anyway, I love you all, so much that I can't really put it into words (well I just did, but you know what I mean right?) Oh yeah, 'you all' doesn't actually apply to EVERYONE IN THIS ENTIRE WORLD, there are some bitchy bitches that get on my nerves oh-so-badly, like they memang cari pasal denganku. 


I can be a great person to be with when I want to, but when I get serious, you better not fuck around with me. And I take my personal work (homework not included) very seriously, just bear that in mind :)

Remember, Bryan loves you lots!
-B.

Skins UK

Helloooooooooo non-existent reader (P.S. if you're reading this then cancel out the non-existent part). Don't you just love life? It's just so awesome. Pshh, I intended on making this a proper productive blogpost but hey what the heck! Hello there.

Well, things have been great so far. Minus the various mishaps every now and then. Nobody's perfect, we all have our flaws, but we're still awesome because we were born this way! I saw on urbandictionary.com that the phrase 'born this way' is now used as a retort for any insult out there. Oh speaking of born this way, (but totally no correspondence to it), have you heard of Skins? The UK version. It's like this awesome teen drama (the content is more like 18sx+ but the characters are supposedly teens [I think]) I don't know how to describe it more at the moment, still watching it. It's about this group of friends, British (I absolutely adore their accent by the way :D) and their lives. Totally unexpected, okay maybe some expected but yeah. AND AND AND!!! Mitch Hewer is hotttttttt :D I don't care if that sounds gay, because HE IS HOT! He plays Maxxie Oliver, the gay kid, in the show. :D

Note: If you're strongly against profanities, the British accent, or profanities IN the British accent, I suggest you keep away. But still, go watch it :D

Oh and there's this random-chat site that let's you randomly chat with people (hence the term random-chat) with complete anonymity. (Mostly horny people there though).

Cheers for visiting! (Cheers means thanks in the UK, apparently, oh God I love their accent)
-B. :D

Rawr!

I've been so hot-headed lately and starting to flame way more often than usual, and that's highly unusual for me. Hmm... I wonder why? You tell me. Too much anger contained within isn't actually healthy anyway, let it all out. Okay maybe not ALL, but just let some out. And to people, I am vulnerable now so beware.

So anyway, today I went to support Calyx in the National Cheer Competition 2011. Not bad actually. I can never ever do that, but once you get past the few generic moves they have, it's mostly boring. Except for Calyx! Haha! What? Obviously support my own school team right?

PINK BLACK WHITE!

CHS rocks! and En. Bakri thought I was on a date. Awkward -.- So yeah.
B.

Tomorrow.

Busy and unnerving day for me tomorrow. Early in the morning I have to take my piano practical exam in Kajang (yes, that far away) and I'm already so sleepy right now. I am confident I can at least pass! If you think you can, you can. -Jim Rohn (I think?) I'm so stoked right now! And the waiting room will be like so scary, good thing mine is in the morning so I can get it over with. then I have to head to school for some sort of UBK committee meeting thing. And then rush to CF camp. My life is awesome.

Oh yeah, I was appointed secretary of the PRS club. How awesome am I? Haha, chizz :D
B.

Skyscraper.

You can take everything I have, you can break everything I am, like I'm made of glass, like I'm made of paper. Go on and try to tear me down, I will be rising from the ground, like a skyscraper. </3

Pissed

Once you read this, you'll know who it's directed to.

You know, I've been VERY VERY gracious for the past 6 months already. You guys barely need to touch even the broom for half a year minus a few occasions, it's a safe bet that you've never pick it up for more than 10 times so far. And what have I done about that? Nothing. Don't think I'm just some sort of pushover. I'm a nice guy, but you do NOT want to see me pissed. I assure you. Is it too much to ask to do a little work? Or ANY work at all for that matter? And did you know how pissed I was that day? Probably you do, so yeah. (You know what day I'm talking about). So don't be a selfish bitch, and make yourself useful for once. And if you don't want to, don't get in my freaking way or someone's gonna get hurt and I'm pretty sure it won't be myself.

Do you really think my job is that easy to do? Wanna try? I'm more than willing to let you have it now. I take my work very seriously when I want to do it, so don't test my patience. This post is way overdue but the steam never cools whenever I see this healed wound on my finger, it reminds me of all this. So, now what?

B. (Supposedly 13/7)

My life in moments (Part 2) - EPC and SSG

EPC (Ehstrians Porn Club) or Epic Poetry Club as we like to be known as, is like my family within my big family of Ehstrians. Nucleus family? Awesomeness! Good to know that there are people that actually accept my retardedness and randomness and all that I am wholly. I love you guys :D So when's the next outing/gathering/meeting/whatever-thing? Can't waaaait to go syok sendiri with you guys again! We shall take over Ehstri bit by bit. And Mr Lee really don't like us. I can sense the despise through my enhanced abilities of perceiving emotions of people, especially when it comes to interpersonal relationships.

SSG or SS Gang, my other non-Ehstrian family. It's been like AGES since we last went out with each other. Yeah, we've been busy with our own stuffs. I still remember my birthday party-ish thing. Can never forget that day. Until next year's birthday? Haha, kidding. I less-than-three you guys so so much. I have three (or five if counting clubs) families whom I love so berry much now. My life is awesome. Seriously.

Friends make life good, best friends make life awesome, family makes you feel home.
B

My life in moments (Part 1) - Sports Day Two-Oh-One-One

Wow, been ages (well basically 3 weeks or so) since I've updated, heck I didn't finish the 30-day-letter challenge thing. Oh well, it's been a blast, these past few weeks. Can you spell awesomism or fantabulosity? (Okay maybe there're so such words but yeah)

So, there was the sports day, which was totally awesome, except for the waking up at 3.45am part, but the sheer excitement of it got me through the morning ablutions. Marching was awesomeeeeeeee, no...more like, AWESOMEEEE!!!!! Had to stay back everyday for practice though, but I went the last week before the actual sports day, but still. Funtasticism! On the actual day, makeup and stuff. Rumah Kuning FTW! Egyptian style makeup on the eye, which scared the daylights out of me when the cotton bud came right for my eye, but it was worth it. Had to lift my arm in the saluting position for 10 minutes, which was blegh. And our formation was kick ass! Too bad it got disqualified because of the damn overtime rule. But whatever, it's the effort and fun that matters. And not just a trophy. Okay maybe the trophy is awesome but still.

I shall always remember this year's Sports Day, and probably next year :D Heeeheeee. Ciaos
B.

Day 26

To the last person I made a pinky promise to.
Dear Jayden.

Yeah, pinky promise. But alas, I forgot why we pinky promised. I know my memory is horrible, so my apologies, but whatever it was probably already umm...realized? Oh wait, I remember something about, like the 1st Ehstrians gathering, or the concert night, or the Ehstrians Pangkor trip. Either one, take your pick. Sorry,  the queen's slave. Yay. :D Okay I'm too tired and lazy to write more. I wanted to but yeah. So, cheers!

B.

Day 25

To the person I know that is going through the worst of times.
To myself,

You flunked your mid-terms, but don't let the bastards get you down. You are beautiful in your way. And awesome, don't forget awesome. Since you're me, I can say that, 'Awesome ends with ME.' Emotional control is crucial in times like this, and being the optimist you are, give yourself one tight slap for just that nanosecond you spent depressed that day. So what if you results suck? So what? Will the world end? Don't think so. Will you die? Not at all. Will people talk bad? They will, but just screw them and turn the other cheek. Friends are those that will be there to console you, but best friends will go like, yeah y'know. (I have no idea what I'm saying).

What's there to be 'the worst of times', every second is a gift from God, that's why it's called the PRESENT. (I just adore this quote, it's so awesome and true) For every minute you spend being sad, you lose 60 seconds of happiness, not worth the barter eh? This about life, people. Sure some people may be sad-esque, but no hate from me. You were born this way. Gaga has taught us a beautiful lesson. Lessons are taught, but whether you want to learn is a totally different story.

So, like the psychiatrists would say, 'youuuuu're not saaaaaad, you are happyyyyyyyy' In a hypnotic tone. You are awesome. If perfect's what you're searching for then just stay the same, cause you're amazing just the way you are.

[Quoted: Lady Gaga, P!nk, Rihanna, Bruno Mars, Unknown Author, Babatunde Olantunji]

B.

Day 24

To the person that I gave my favourite memory
Dear you, I'm not gonna say who,

Because you're probably holding a piece of valuable information that could cost billions of dollars and if it ends up in the wrong hands, and I don't want you to get robbed or anything so I'll just leave you anonymous, but you know who your are. Yeah, you. :)

My favourite memory is that, oh wait, I'm supposed to tell you because it's top-secret on-a-need-to-know-basis-only and can cost billions like I said like 4 lines above? But you, you better remember it cause it will be only told once. Secrets are awesome, especially it they're juicy gossip-topics but then you forget them, so yeah. This is a random overdue post, but like every other one, it's just as original and awesome (Okay, maybe not original, but I'm not a plagiarist.

Remember it my dear, remember it. If you don't, sucks to be you. And partially due to the fact that I forgot my OWN favourite memory. Hah, cheers!

B.

More recently.

Tomorrow is the annual Teachers' Day celebration for the national school level, in appreciation of our teachers for like teaching us? Pfft, sounds so generic. So yeah, this year the UBK is in charge of the event and thus we the oh-so-awkward peer counsellors had to stay back til 8pm for the still-ugly decorations. And now I'm tired.

Yesterday the school had a rehearsal for the Sports Day marching and stuff, and during marching I apparently stepped on a pebble (well I stepped on plenty of them and they hurt, but especially this one) and it got stuck in my foot until now and forever, it hurt like shit yesterday so I had to limp all over the place and to make matters worse, until 5pm. So me, limping, the whole day, leg muscle sore, crampish, painful. And the pebble probably feels so snug in my body. Bloody pebble, and marching was fun, few people couldn't bear with it. And most of them, apparently were from my class. I'm too lazy to write a whole account of this and you're probably too lazy to read it (If you read anything at all). So yeah.

B.

Day 23

To the last person I kissed.

Dear Tek,

I kissed your hand today, I know you were like weirding out, but I did that just for this post. Smart right? So thus, here's the awkward post that people would think it's awkward and yeah. But since I'm so awesome, I did this post without having the need of being weird (or queer lol, well okay the kiss sounded gay). I succeeded though, no? Okay well there's nothing to write about, since it was just a weird impulsive hand-kiss. To be honest, I didn't actually intend on using it here, heck I even forgot today was 'The last person I kissed'-day, so yeah. But then I saw the topic of the day and this huge grin flashed across my face. Hah! Told you I could do this post, Meshell :D

B.