That smile on your face. :)

Of Flour, Sugar and Eggs.

I think I'll add baking to my plethora of hobbies and interests, it's just so much fun. :D Yesterday I made a lemon sponge cake, and it turned out beautiful. (Although with a quite cloying scent of lemon toiletwash, but it still tastes and looks nice, that's what more important. :X) And later today I'll make an attempt at blueberry muffins. Hopefully they'll be nice :D Auntie June asked me to go over to her place when I want to learn from her, and to help out with her Christmas dinner on Christmas day (or eve, not sure yet). So another thing on my to-do list.

And I need to diet -.- So fat. Sad, innit? I wanna look nice and slim. (Oh God, I must be dreaming. :X) But first, Attempt, yes. Then fail? Maybe. Regret? Never. :D

I was up at 3am last night, well this morning. Reading Darren Shan's Cirque du Freak (Y) And I finished it. And now I started on Celia Rees' Blood Sinister. Quite a good book. I have this slight interest in vampires, you should know.

Slow Down.

No point rushing head-first into everything, just to finish it. 

Don't be too engrossed and keen on the future and what it will be like. 

Slow down and smell the roses, enjoy life. 

The world's a beautiful place. 

(Although not completely, with corruption and evil and pollution).

Then again, beauty is not physical, 

It's a characteristic that gives the perception of pleasure, meaning and satisfaction.

You only live once!

A photographer takes his/her time while shooting, to not miss out on the beauty of everything,

And to capture moments like this.

Simply amazing.

New stuff :D

I have new additions to my room. Yay :D A new shelf (Well not new, but new to my room anyway), a single-person sofa bed (also not new, but new to the room), a leg rest for when I'm sitting on my sofa-bed in chair-form (Y) and 10 new books (That don't look brand-spanking-new because I got them from a chaotic book clearance. The one I said about in the previous posts. So, that's it.

Take Care

I love this collaboration and it's so deep in a way. Fabulous.

 "'Know you been hurt by someone else,
I can tell by the way you carry yourself.
If you let me,
Here's what I'll do,
I'll take care of you.
I've loved and I've lost."
-Rihanna. (Take Care - Drake ft. RiRi)

Audio of the song.

The Edge Of Glory.

"It's about also knowing in your heart that you may never reach that glorious moment until you die, so live life on the edge, y'know half way between heaven and hell, and let's all dance in the middle, in purgatory."
-Lady Gaga.

Of Books and Ex-classmates.

Yesterday, me and mom went to the Big Bad Wolf aftermath clearance sale. The actual BBW sale was about a month ago, at somewhere I evidently forgot. (Which I also went and got a few books) at ridiculously low prices. Price cuts from hundreds to twenty something or even less than ten. And yesterday, they were selling the leftovers from the BBW sale and the damaged books. Each for RM5 and below. So, I bought 10 books, that I probably won't read any time soon. But, who knows?

Been reading Percy Jackson books (Author: Rick Riordan) and it's like wicked cool. I stayed up until 4.30am to read one (didn't finish then), finished it the next morning. And the second book finished at 3.30am two days ago. Now, I bought the fourth book from yesterday's clearance, but I can't find the third, how sad. Probably gonna look around Book eXcess (Or borrow from someone).

OH YEAH! Yesterday the 6B-ians of 2007 had a small reunion gathering thing. Which frankly, kinda sucked. But it's great seeing the unfamiliar faces again (even if only 5 from other schools turned up, but then, I don't see all the CHSian 6Bians often either, so it's nice) And there was some sort of nice sushi thingy which I liked alot, and a spaghetti with octopus, that was awesome. Okay, I'm talking about the food -.- Anyway, it was like well boring. Don't tell Yen Jia I said that :x

The end of November is coming, and the advent month is approaching. Merry early Christmas people :P

Bored. (Again)

Sitting at home doing nothing sucks.
It's a total drag.
And I can't drive yet, so I can't go out by myself.
Other than walking around the garden.
Sad, isn't it?
So I'm sitting here, contemplating on whether
I should stand my president up tomorrow,
Or go to school as he said.
And why am I writing in lines?
Because I want to. (Duh!)

Why? Because I want to, DUH!

So, I shall go out with my mom one day soon.
And buy groceries and stuff.
Then I shall make cookies and cupcakes.
That sounded way girlier than I thought it would,
But you're not listening,
You're reading.
So you don't know what it sounds like.
(Win)

When someone annoys the crap out of me.

Untitled. (Well actually, it's titled 'Untitled :x)

HELLO :D I haven't been updating the blog with interesting stories lately. And you know why? Because it's just plain old boring during the holidays. Oh, how I wish I was in school now. Where everything is always awesome, minus the few bitchy teachers out of the equation then yeah. Tumblr, tumblr, tumblr all day long. Watched part of the AMAs this morning (I forgot they were on) and then Top 10 Celebrity Divorces on E! (God I love these channels).

There's always that random .gif or picture on Tumblr for any occasion. For example, for sad moments.

And if you're reacting to these, means you've done something bad and your conscience is chewing on your soul at this very moment. :P

Bored

Boring day at home, had a fun time at Yin's place yesterday for our... uhh, INTIMATE GET-TOGETHER. Yes, that's the word we shall use. Inconspicuous enough. Her little sister, well to be frank, is a royal pain in the behind. No need for more explanation on that. Since I was there all day (no transport and don't feel like being bored in Sunway for half a day, so she picked me up earlier), and we were bored, Yin took me on a small tour around the rich houses, and gosh some of them are gorgeous. Okay, meaningless crap. All in all, it was awesome, and I'm too lazy to say everything in detail and I'm sure you're too lazy to read every single thing anyway. So, why bother? :P

Downloaded 2 games for my Android today (Illegal download from SnappzMarket), and played with the one called Spirit for quite some time.

OH YES, I watched Shark Night today, totally awesome, even if the CGI is a little on the unconvincing side, but nevertheless a good movie. The plot and stuff were kinda expected though. More like a more subtle version of Piranha 3D.

I'm gonna Marry The Night.

Yes Gaga, you are totally fabulous. :D

Can't wait for Marry The Night's music video

To be released next week.

The Prelude Pathetique after the break.

那些年

This movie's theme song is beautiful.

Head after the break for the video and song :D

Hot.

Today, Chemistry extra class. More like just go there and sit with my friends while listening to music and completely ignoring teacher. Other than replying her with nonsensical 'yes teacher' and 'SO SAD's. And, apparently I am sick today. Headache, body aching, stomach-ache and just feeling hot. Oh dear. After that class, went to Domino's for pizza with 'em (The real reason why I went to school :X) Maybe I shouldn't have -.- Dizzy and felt like fainting on the bus and KTM (LOL, sad indeed). Slept right away after I reached home.

SAD DIE INDEED. It took, what, 6 cups of water just to swallow to Panadol pills. And thus, my fever receded, FOR NOW. Still feeling a little hot though. :/ Sad.

Tea Lesson

I've learnt something today. That tea without sugar or condensed milk sucks. I heated up a pot of water and put 5 teabags into it, but it still tasted like water, so I put some normal milk in. Turns out, the color changed, but it still tasted like water.

So conclusion: SUGAR/CONDENSED MILK IS ESSENTIAL.

Smile:)

ICanRelate and TeenagerPosts

Another two recommendations for when you're bored.

Here's another nice Tumblr blog I discovered, talking about relatable things and sarcastic replies and all that. It ain't half bad. It's not all the authors original memes, but most are his/her own, the author reblogs others' posts too. :D Of course, not every one is totally accurate, but have a look. :D

http://icanrelate.info/

Oh there's another similar one.

http://teenagerposts.tumblr.com/

:/

So how come when I reach out my finger,

It feels like more than distance between us?

In this California King Bed,
We're ten thousand miles apart,
And I've been California wishing on these stars,
For your heart, for me.

Just when I felt like giving up on us,

You turned around and gave me one last touch,

That made everything feel better,

And even then my eyes got wetter,

So confused wanna ask you if you love me,

But I don't wanna seem so weak.

Outing with Tek, Jay, XY, Rach and the Twins

Strange outing we had today. Went all the way to 1U to watch a movie. HOW SAD. (Okay, that's not sad. At least now I know how to get to 1U, will go again sometime). Met up with Tek at the Taman Jaya LRT station, then went to KJ and waited epic long for a bus. APPARENTLY, the bus was right in front of us the whole time, but the driver wasn't in. SAD INDEED. So, chitchat about random crap and stuff (there's always the 'and stuff').

So, in the end, after walking around for like, 10 minutes? Then we went to have a late breakfast (and my second breakfast, god I'm a pig) at McD. Slowly sipping on coffee while chatting some more until XY appeared, then chat more, and then Rach arrived, and then chat even more, then Jay came, and guess what? No we didn't chat some more (SAD) we went, uhh, shopping? And then evidently, Yenn and Junn came and all of us (well them, I didn't) went for lunch at Food Republic, WHICH I NEVER KNEW EXISTED IN 1U -_- I need to go there more often. Then went to the arcade and they played for like an hour? (I just realized I'm like a party-pooper that doesn't join them, lunch and arcade, SAD DIE ME)

Okay this is boring, so I'll just skip to the more interesting part. The movie, rated 18SX, which actually isn't that... explicit anyway, just a scene of 2 guys masturbating in class, a guy with a perpetual boner, the guy being naked at home (but doesn't show his dick), and uhh a scene showing two guys doing it in the dorm shower (only the feet). SO THERE'S NOTHING SO 18SXistic of it. But the movie is damn sweet and touching and romantic. (Heart) It's like, many guys like girl, girl especially likes one (the star), that guy is naughty and lazy and immature, but girl still likes guy and vice versa, and then some drama, and they separate but the guy still longs for the girl, and then after a few years the girl gets married to some old creep, guy and friends attend wedding. After wedding the guys ask the groom if they can kiss the girl (the Disney song LOL, anyway). Groom says they have to kiss him the way they wanna kiss her. And guy (yes that guy) just like, makes out with the groom (YAOI :D) on the table, and in the end he got to kiss her. SWEET, SO TOTALLY SWEET. (And that is all, apparently it's so much better on screen :/)

Sat around with XY (her dad's fetching me back) and Jay at Auntie Anne's, then we left. OH, and Tek, Yenn, Junn and Rach evidently vanished when we wandered into the MacCity shop, ABANDONING US NOW? Oh well, and the car ride back was like super long, and I accidentally fell asleep, hopefully I didn't snore -_-. And now I'm back here, bored. HOW SAD INDEED.

So it was a... strange, in a way, outing today. AT 1U, which is like super far. But not bad. Not bad indeed. I liked the chitchatting part the most (sort of) though.

Photos (Okay, only a few, taken on my phone):

True

Sometimes, the person that tries to keep everyone else happy is always the most lonely one. Never leave them alone, because they will never say they need you, but they do. :(

Stay Positive

This website is totally worth checking out, life lessons in short meme forms. Simple, sweet and direct. Check it out here.

http://www.staypositive.me/

Quotes and tips to keep oneself happy and not dwell on the past. I'll leave it on my Links at the sidebar.

So-many-things-in-one-post.

Oh well, today heralds the official first day of the year-end school break for Catholic High. Today is also the day the SPM exams start. And, I still went to school for Gotong-Royong, evidently, to clear up the catastrophic mess of the old UBK room. In the end, I ended up doing filing and paperwork. Well, that's so much better than inhaling all the dust in the world. I already seen enough dust yesterday. HOW SAD.

Today, I followed Mum to KL, on her way to work, so she could drop me off at an LRT station to school. Which I did. Unfortunately, there was quite a traffic jam on the way, so it took some time. (In other words, I was late.) Walking to school from the Taman Jaya LRT station is quicker and less tiring than the other way round.

Had McD for lunch at Mid Valley. ALONE. HOW SAD. Oh well, gives me the liberty to walk around seeing my own things after. I had a piano class today, but I rescheduled it, feeling sick. Hopefully will feel better tomorrow. Then go 1U while Mum has her dance lesson. Go visit Jayden :D If he lets :/ How sad.

Oh, sista is in Penang. HOW SAD. Miss you already :/ But then, we have Maxis to connect us. LOL (Apparently I've used 'how sad' 4 times) How sad (oops, make that 5)


I just realized, seeing from people's blogs and Facebooks, that I have no one to love. HOW SAD (...6). Oh well, I don't need somebody to love (JB's song) now anyway :P As long as I'm loved, it's enough. LOL (self-centered bitch much?) Naww, of course I have people I love. EPC is a prime example. But obviously, not THAT kind of love. :x

I See The Light

WORDS CAN NEVER DESCRIBE HOW INCREDIBLY ABSOLUTELY BEAUTIFUL THIS SCENE IS.

Declutter.

Transformation of a warzone, to a peaceful utopia. Mission impossible? Not quite. I managed to de-clutter my room today. Took me almost four whole hours to finish the chore. But under every layer of dust I see, are some treasured (note, I said 'some') memories. I found a diary from year 2007, which apparently I wrote the person I like in it, surrounded by hearts, on many different pages. And my handwriting was terrible. JUST TERRIBLE. It's like, fat and squiggly and just all-round ugly compared to my handwriting now. :/ Kinda awkward seeing those heart-shapes. Found lots of stray coins which I gave them a home, in my old piggy bank I found.

Apparently, I attempted so many hobbies, and failed in almost everyone of them. Stamp collecting, yeah obviously that didn't work out. Sketching, in the end my sketches were...I don't know what they were about. And diary-writing. Yeah, that diary lasted for barely 2 weeks.

Packed up so many books, children's books and such, because I've outgrown them, and some of them are still in good shape, so probably donating to a charity/orphanage, or giving to my old Science teacher. Also, I found some antique comics from like, 1974. 37 years old, that's even longer than my age doubled. And there's just so much dust everywhere that I keep sniffling and sneezing the whole time. Found a book Zongxuan gave me for my 7th birthday too. LOL I remember we used to be great friends, and now...uhh, we barely speak. :/ HOW SAD.

I also have like, reference books that I've never touched, let alone do. Such a waste. Oh! And I found my gorgeous old notebook, which I've only used like 4 or 5 pages. HOW SAD AGAIN. Oh the joy and bliss of innocence of reading some of those children's books again. Finally, the mess is undone. I can go to school and outings already! Hurrah (hurrah sounds so...sad, ugh -.-)

Oh, and when I was vacuuming the place. I accidentally sucked up a pair of silk socks which were behind my bed. THEY'RE NOT EVEN MINE. And also two 10cent coins, a measuring tape and A WHOLE LOT OF DUST BUNNIES. I can't even...

Still got lots more of books to get rid of, but some are still awesome. and they fit on the shelf perfectly. A full shelf looks more professional than a shelf with empty slots here and there. I still don't know how a innocent-looking shelf could hide so much crap. Probably in like 2 weeks. The shelf will be full of crap again, and the process begins again. (in like a year.)

ACCOMPLISHMENT! On the second day of holiday. Awesome :D

Universal Love

Near, far, wherever you are,

I will always love you.

The End? No.

Just like that, a whole school year just whizzed by. Too fast. Too fast. Form 4 life has ended. It was a great year though, definitely on the best-years list, and probably on the top. But I'm sad now, didn't spend the last day of school the way I wanted to, to be with my besties. ): Had to finish up Puan Sim's card, and ran all over the school multiple times to find people and stuff for it. Especially Rueyying, she was like, suddenly gone. And me and Jieying had to run all over the place, only to find her back in class. Hahahah, epic. And the time I wasn't busy doing stuff, I just sat around them, watching them give each other 'heart attacks'. Don't know what's so fun about that game, if I wanna hit someone, I would just do it without the aid of cards :x So, I literally just sat around, not making much noise today.

At the beginning of the day, I swept and cleared all the fucking crap from the classroom, because the LKT teacher told me to. It looked pretty clean then. But by the end of the day, APPARENTLY, RUBBISH GROWS FROM THIN AIR. I don't know why I still bother with it. I will totally murder anyone who votes for me to stay as KK next year. I WILL CUT YOU, BITCH.

The year of my being in Form 4, came and went, just like that. So fast that I didn't even notice the end was nearing, until the actual end. Met a bunch of friends. No, not friends. Family ♥ Tek, Jay, Kyan, Alvin, XY, Hong, Jean, Xiang, especially. I'd kept the thought throughout last year's year-end break that "Please, let next year be different, let next year be fun, let me have fun." And you guys, made my wish came true. Over and over again. I HAVE NO REGRETS, and never will, NEVER EVER. :'D So much has happened in just these 11 months. So many things have been said, I know I'm not the nicest, greatest nor best person in the world. But, thank you so much, really, for putting up with me and my crap. Thank you, for making my life more awesome. Thank you for just being there. Thank you for everything.

It's not the end, neither will next year be.

♥ Bryan.

Final Farewell.

Well, I guess this is it. It ended. Form 4 life is over. Goodbye 4S3, goodbye dirty old classroom; and HELLO 5S3, HELLO dirty new classroom. But the saddest thing of all, is that today was the last day we'll probably get to see Puan Sim in a long while. Today, Rueyying, Yinyin, Zhongyih, Isabel, John and myself went to present our 'card thingy' to teacher. She was so touched and happy and proud and...oh god, now I feel like crying. Bel, Ying and Yin had tears streaming down their cheeks as we spent some time with teacher. Got teacher's autograph on my 'professionalism book', actually wanted it on my Physics notebook, but in the morning rush I forgot to put it in my bag.

I don't wanna type out everything, or I'll cry. Everything I want to say is on the card, in the blue envelope.

Puan Sim, we meant what we wrote on the card, you are 4S3's ONE AND ONLY Physics teacher, and we will NEVER EVER forget you and your love towards us. We love you, teacher. ♥

Happy retirement, teacher! You most certainly deserve it. Good luck, and God bless you. You will be dearly fondly remembered by me and class 4S3 of 2011.

Chained

'Christian or Muslim, we are all Egyptians'

- Christians form a human chain around Muslims to protect them from disruptions during Friday prayer in Alexandria, Egypt.

This is how the world should be.

Maybe, world peace isn't that impossible any more.

Parting

It sucks, having nothing to do all the time, especially after realizing that there's nothing to do and that it sucks. I totally need some ice-cream to unwind. Maybe I should make my own, freeze some orange juice or something. Easy.

Every day now, I only feel like sleeping and doing nothing, but then I don't sleep in the end, until late night, which makes me even sleepier the next day (sometimes, sometimes I feel high). Strange me. SAD

Tomorrow will be the last day of school. I am totally not going to say goodbye to anyone. "Never say goodbye, because goodbye means going away, and going away means forgetting," quote Peter Pan. I will never forget. Besides, how can you say goodbye to someone you can't live without? That's like suicide.

After the bell tomorrow, we will be separated for 53 days. 53 long days without them. (Assuming we don't go for a trip/outing together, which we most definitely will). Unless some people stay back? Then we'll totally meet, but then when we get into our cars and leave, it's the same story. Good luck and stay happy y'all! Until the 4th of January in the year of 2012, we will see each other in the familiar school uniform and our new classroom. WHICH IS DOWNSTAIRS SO WE DON'T NEED TO CLIMB ALL THE WAY UP ANYMORE! :D

Is this goodbye?

No, it isn't.

I don't see any good in it.

(Other than in the word, in front of the -bye)

Two-Days

Hello people, didn't update blog yesterday. HOW SAD! But I'm here now, you can stop missing me. :P Yesterday was, wait it was a Tuesday right? Ah yes, Tuesday. Yesterday was...kinda boring. Made quite some progress with Puan Sim's card thingy, which we were intending on giving to her today. Alas, the progress still wasn't enough to finish it. So we have to give it to her tomorrow? Now it's in Rueyying's hands, I know she'll do a good job of it :D

Today, Puan Chee took me and Xin Yin out for lunch. Last time she said whoever guessed 'Who ate the most of this ice cream?' on a photo of a banana boat when she went out with other teachers. I got it right :P SUCH A CLEVER BOY! Went all the way to Damansara Uptown, because she said the Nasi Lemak Ayam Goreng is nice. And it was, actually. It's a small (okay maybe not that small) coffeeshop-esque place called Village Park in Damansara Uptown (I already said that -.-). Took some photos :D Waiting for her the upload then. She dropped me and XY off at the Kelana Jaya LRT station where we thanked her again. And then I took the LRT while she took a bus. Okay this is meaningless crap that no one cares about. But this post seemed so short, I just had to.

Overall, it's been a somewhat boring two days. Hopefully the next two will be spectacular as to end the school year on a sweet note. Oh, and dad got me a new pretty black silicon-ish case for my Streak 5 :D Thankyouuuu.

Are You?

Back to September

Good times, good times.

In fact, it was the time of my life.

But it's not the trip concerned here.

See the happy faces.

The cute expressions.

That's what it's about.

You know what I mean.

I love this photo so friggin' much. 

♥

Ooh La La

After seeing this, I don't want a big big house with fancy stuff any more.

Okay, maybe I still do.

But if I had this, 

I would like OHMYGOD every time I enter my room.

Totally awesome. All in one!

I'm one for minimalistic designs.

GIVE ME THIS NOW!

Then again, I would totally be all over this as well.
The angularity! The glass panes!
Stones and whites.
Perfection.

And a gorgeous kitchen, definitely a must.
I could just live in a kitchen like this, totally.

I used 'totally' 3 times in 1 short post.

Happy Birthday, Bro! ♥

“Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR RUBEN! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!"

You will probably never read this, but never mind. One day you will. 

This is my brother, as of today, he's officially 15 years of age. Another year older, hopefully another year wiser and another year more handsome too! I remember when we were younger, we had so many things to talk about. Our fantasy universe of talking mice as a dominant race and intergalactic battles. The stupid and lame, but oh-so-fun games we'd used to play on roadtrips just to kill time. Time well spent together, I would say. Now we're more grown up, not that interested in such things any more. But it'll be forever etched in my memories.

Today, we have totally different lives, different interests, different personalities, different looks. Some people don't even think we're actually related, let alone siblings before seeing our names, or seeing us together. Sometimes, we say we don't even like each other. Well sometimes that's true, we annoy each other often enough. But the Malay proverb quotes that "air dicincang tidak akan putus" which translates to "water will not break even when you slice it" which means, however much we fight, we will always love each other, the relationship will never be terminated.

That time mama just realized you weren't in 15 yet, so she didn't let you go on your PD trip. Which is true, you weren't even 15 until today. But she thought you were already 16, because you look so matured and grown up, act mature too. Although sometimes your rashness ends up with you doing something dumb. But, I'm not even 17 yet, and you're 16 already? Yeah right :P

Tomorrow I'm making dinner (I think), unless you wanna go out somewhere nice for dinner? HAHA. Anyway, happy birthday again! Kor loves you, you know that? ♥ And when we're totally older, we should like go out and celebrate together :P

P/S: And so sad (or happy depending on how you like it), tomorrow's a holiday, so you won't get raped by all your friends. HAHAHA! Never mind, they'll probably get you on Tuesday anyway. :P

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, KIDDO!

I-don't-know-what-to-name-this-post

Totally awesome, I get to keep my own Dell Streak 5, some hybrid smartphone-cum-tablet device, which is kinda awkward, but still great I get to have it. I posted the other post through the device this morning. Stoked, at first didn't like it that much, but seeing it's kinda-but-not-super awesome, well let's just say...I'm lovin' it :D

Was texting my brother, who was sitting like 2 metres away from me that time, through Viber. Free calls and texts, who can say no? Anyway, it's his birthday tomorrow, or more like in 1 hour plus. Happy early birthday kiddo!

Missing it.

First time posting from a mobile device. I wanna say something briefly amd urgently but I don't wanna get out of bed and switch on the computer.

Last night, something I've missed for a long time went down. Pervy talk and hyper-ism returned to EPC. This was the base of establishment of EPC from the beginning. This was why we got together in the first place. But alas, that feeling had vanished for some apparent reason...

This is all.

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Plans

The year-end break is coming in just a week, and for the first time in my 16 years, I don't want it to come yet. Still have so many things to do, so many things to talk about. Form 4 life is ending with the last 4 schooling days of this week (Monday is a holiday for tomorrow's Hari Raya Haji). I don't wanna leave my friends, of course we'll see each other next year and go out during the holidays, but still I'll miss seeing you guys in person. D: But of course, time doesn't slow down for anyone, let alone stop. So, I'll have to start organizing my holiday agenda (but then I'd probably ignore it and stay on the computer the whole day.) Let's see what to do during the holidays then.

• Screw, lots of paperwork to be done for next year's UBK events (Secretarism), letters of application and stuff for camp, and then go camp-venue hunting with Zi Lun soon.
• OMG I totally need to diet :x and go running and stuff, 减肥 O: (I don't like the English term for it LOL)
• Be like those dramatic people in movies and stuff (I suddenly forgot they're called actors and actresses but I'd leave that term there anyway) wake up and sit in bed doing nothing sipping on some tea/coffee and read a book.
• SLEEP LATE, WAKE UP EARLY.
• Watch movies that I told myself I'd do during the previous holidays (Especially Inception, so many recommendations for that movie)
• Read my books that I'd said I would read last holiday (see my total-ignore-holiday-plans-ism?)
• Do something productive, CLEAN THE EPIC MESS I CALL MY "ROOM". :x
• Go out with friends :D I WANT BEACH-FUN-IN-THE-SUN.:/
• Damn, need to start tuition/studying for next year's stuff, somewhere in December bah :P (I know it's kinda late, but better than not starting at all yeah? Better later than never :x)

Gonna be a long break, and then, I'd probably ignore all the things I listed above, and just be glued to the computer screen. Facebooking, Tumblring, blogging and stuff. :/ Here's to a productive and fun (hopefully) holiday :D Cheers!

From Now On...

Hmm?

Graduation and Puan Sim :'D

Seeing today's graduation, it feels as though our turn is coming really soon. High school life is ending in a year, we've only got much more time to spend together before we part and go our separate ways. Time flies, so fast that we don't actually see it until it's gone. Just like that, it's been four years since I first stepped on CHS soil, and with the fifth, it'll be the last one.

Today was also Pn Sim Chay Ngee's retirement ceremony. Pn Sim is our dear beloved Physics teacher, whom the whole class loves. I teared up a little during our performance. We from 4S3 along with her students from 4S7 and L6SF gave her the song 《掌声响起》which translates into "Applause Rising" (or something). We love you, Pn Sim! I miss you already )': And I myself know you're still gonna be with us for one more week. The last week, it will be as memorable as ever. I also had tears in my eyes when she was leaving the school compound.

When I began my form four life, at the beginning of this year. I looked through the books, and I thought that I would die in Physics, but Pn Sim, even though at first I still didn't like it for awhile, made me realize that it's awesome and okay-not-so-but-still interesting. Puan Sim, without you, I think I would have flunked Physics already. If it wasn't for you, I wouldn't have cared about Physics this much. Without you, I wouldn't have thought there was any more teachers as dedicated as yourself. ♥ "When you're gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you. When you're gone, the face I came to know is missing too." Didn't get to take pictures with her today, never mind, still got next week.

Crisis

Things have happened, but I just can't put them into words in front of me. Not again.

Tears

Inside of Me

I am like the ocean

Deep and vast

On sunny days, I feel calm

When the wind rushes, the waves swell.

But no matter

If it's sunny, or if it's windy

I will always be there

Strong and fighting.

Fun (Question Mark?)

Well, the only interesting thing that happened today was me and Rueyying going to Amcorp Mall to buy some materials for, uhh...the signboard cum farewell card for Pn Sim's retirement. Only one more week with her, need to work fast, but also make sure everything is perfect. Pn Sim is probably my favourite teacher this year, followed by Cedric. Okay anyway, after school today, it was like raining super heavily, and I was like trapped with nothing to do, so I went to chit-chat with Pei Kee, and then me and Rueyying left at like, 3.15? The whole walk there, I was telling her stories and stuff. And then we had fun, HAHA, don't think dirty. Fun while picking colours and stuff, gosh I love colour-matching. Laughed alot, and I feel somewhat happy to 'menyumbang idea dan tenaga' in this (Did moral project until I went like, insane, I'll get to that later). Then we were done with the materials and went for McD ice cream. Mmm, chocolate sundae. (♥) And then walked back to school, then in front of the school, she thought her mom's car was already there and started freaking out, asking me to look-out for the number plate if it really is her mom. (She isn't allowed out of the school, and no Facebook, no Internet and now no phone because apparently her mom says 'Technology will ruin her future'. In the end it wasn't her, so all was well. We parted and we walked back to the LRT station opposite Amcorp Mall, which was where I came from. Walked back just to accompany Rueyying, obviously I'm not gonna let her go back alone, right? Went to KLCC and walked around, seeing stuff (So many of the shops have shifted, e.g. LV was replaced with Coach o.0), and texting also. Then went over to Pavilion with my parents to have dinner. Manhattan Fish Market ♥ :D, mom's vouchers too much for the 3 of us (Bro's in Genting) so had to take-away one whole meal. Lunch for me tomorrow, yay!

Anyway, about the moral project. I got fucked by the teacher countless times for my shoddy and tardy work. I HAVE FINALLY MANAGED TO FINISH IT UP TO HER LIKING. After lots and lots of...alterations in the end, but still, ACHIEVEMENT!

Feeling a little, let's say perturbed, today (I don't like the words 'depressed' or 'sad'). Can't seem to figure out why, it's like the problem is there, yet it isn't, but the effect still is. Turbulences in the teenage mind, the path of self-discovery and enlightening is a long and rocky road, but it's inevitable, so the best is to just accept everything life throws at me. :D Will "Keep Calm and Carry On"!

Titanic-sized Love

Rose: I love you, Jack.

Jack: Don't you do that, don't say your goodbyes.

Rose: I'm so cold.

Jack: Listen, Rose. You're gonna get out of here, you're gonna go on and make lots of babies, and you're gonna watch them grow. You're gonna die an old... an old lady warm in her bed, but not here, not this night. Not like this, do you understand me?

Rose: I can't feel my body.

Jack: Winning that ticket, Rose, was the best thing that ever happened to me... it brought me to you. And I'm thankful for that, Rose. I'm thankful. You must do me this honor, Rose. Promise me you'll survive. That you won't give up, no matter what happens, no matter how hopeless. Promise me now, Rose, and never let go of that promise.

Rose: I promise.

Jack: Never let go.

Rose: I'll never let go. I'll never let go, Jack.

Hello November!

It's a new month, hoping things will go well this month, especially these two weeks. The last weeks of school for this year, don't wanna screw anything up, but well if I do, too bad. Not too good for the starting of a month though today. Holidays starting after school next Friday, need to start planning out my holiday agenda. I wanna go beach camping, or at least a fun day in the sun :D Don't you think that's, like, so awesome? For now, I just feel like taking a nice nap.

Mess

Sometimes it feels like this.
But, sometimes it feels fucking great to be one too.

Witchery.

Singing for Pn Sim's retirement is still on apparently, because we love her so much. But initially we lacked people, and we needed 10 for today's full rehearsal and on the graduation day. That got me freaking pissed because there's no cooperation from people. God dammit. And thus, I was angry for about half an hour, and then it was okay. I tried to escape the clutches of the fucking bitch moral teacher, going down to the UBK room and helping teachers key-in stuff. Unfortunately for me, the witch didn't leave the classroom even after her period. I should have known actually, since it was a relief period and she's a bitch, but still, I had to go up to get my back down, no?

On another note, Biology wasn't as bad as I thought, the best one so far anyway. We'll see about that when Paper 2 is returned, whenever that is.

I destroyed my beautiful blog appearance yesterday when I accidentally clicked on a Dynamic Mode theme, and it resulted in totalling my layout, and I have to re-do it again. So for now, this will be what it looks like, maybe I'll keep this since it doesn't look that bad. Colour tones still don't really compliment each other though.