Form 4 - Difference

To be honest, I never thought this year would be such an awesome one, filled with fun-loving awesome new friends. I guess I thought it would be like the past 2 years, with me feeling unsociable because of some sort of interest gap or something. Boy, was I wrong. Ehstrians and EPCians coupled with a few of the awesomest teachers I've eve had made my Form 4 life superduperawesomepossumlicious. I'm gonna be really frank here, not my name's not gonna be Frank from now on, geez.

Alvin, Tek, Jayden and XinYing were the last people I thought I'd get along with. Turns out to be the exact opposite. No it's not cause you guys are ugly, stupid or anything, it's just...I don't know, there was this feeling in my gut. Now I know my intuition sucks. This year's been a blast, though it's not over yet, it already gave me the feeling that my life was completed. Sure, I failed my first ever subject and got recorded so many times in the Blue Card already (damn!) And as for my meanness of lip, my deepest sincerest apologies, even though they were just for laughs (don't take it too hard), and that's just 'cause I'm kinda a straightforward guy who just can't shut the hell up at times.

Times change, and so do people. That is a saying that rings very true, I used to be this utter introvert who emos all the time during primary one to three, then it got better when a few turns of events occurred, in form one and two, I was a quiet person again, form three was better but still no there yet. But this year, God dammit I'm a sucker for chat topics and...uhh how do I put this...memanglah chatterbox. Personality change 360 degrees! Yeah man, that's just how I roll, usually if I type this block of text, I would keep it to myself but I've decided to post it out anyway.

And holy shit and starting to become evil. (and swearing D:) My goody-two-shoes reputation has been destroyed. but who cares, life isn't about being perfect, it's about living it to the max! Anyway, I love you all, so much that I can't really put it into words (well I just did, but you know what I mean right?) Oh yeah, 'you all' doesn't actually apply to EVERYONE IN THIS ENTIRE WORLD, there are some bitchy bitches that get on my nerves oh-so-badly, like they memang cari pasal denganku. 


I can be a great person to be with when I want to, but when I get serious, you better not fuck around with me. And I take my personal work (homework not included) very seriously, just bear that in mind :)

Remember, Bryan loves you lots!
-B.