To the last person I made a pinky promise to.
Dear Jayden.
Yeah, pinky promise. But alas, I forgot why we pinky promised. I know my memory is horrible, so my apologies, but whatever it was probably already umm...realized? Oh wait, I remember something about, like the 1st Ehstrians gathering, or the concert night, or the Ehstrians Pangkor trip. Either one, take your pick. Sorry, the queen's slave. Yay. :D Okay I'm too tired and lazy to write more. I wanted to but yeah. So, cheers!
B.
Tuesday, 28 June 2011
Day 25
To the person I know that is going through the worst of times.
To myself,
You flunked your mid-terms, but don't let the bastards get you down. You are beautiful in your way. And awesome, don't forget awesome. Since you're me, I can say that, 'Awesome ends with ME.' Emotional control is crucial in times like this, and being the optimist you are, give yourself one tight slap for just that nanosecond you spent depressed that day. So what if you results suck? So what? Will the world end? Don't think so. Will you die? Not at all. Will people talk bad? They will, but just screw them and turn the other cheek. Friends are those that will be there to console you, but best friends will go like, yeah y'know. (I have no idea what I'm saying).
What's there to be 'the worst of times', every second is a gift from God, that's why it's called the PRESENT. (I just adore this quote, it's so awesome and true) For every minute you spend being sad, you lose 60 seconds of happiness, not worth the barter eh? This about life, people. Sure some people may be sad-esque, but no hate from me. You were born this way. Gaga has taught us a beautiful lesson. Lessons are taught, but whether you want to learn is a totally different story.
So, like the psychiatrists would say, 'youuuuu're not saaaaaad, you are happyyyyyyyy' In a hypnotic tone. You are awesome. If perfect's what you're searching for then just stay the same, cause you're amazing just the way you are.
[Quoted: Lady Gaga, P!nk, Rihanna, Bruno Mars, Unknown Author, Babatunde Olantunji]
B.
To myself,
You flunked your mid-terms, but don't let the bastards get you down. You are beautiful in your way. And awesome, don't forget awesome. Since you're me, I can say that, 'Awesome ends with ME.' Emotional control is crucial in times like this, and being the optimist you are, give yourself one tight slap for just that nanosecond you spent depressed that day. So what if you results suck? So what? Will the world end? Don't think so. Will you die? Not at all. Will people talk bad? They will, but just screw them and turn the other cheek. Friends are those that will be there to console you, but best friends will go like, yeah y'know. (I have no idea what I'm saying).
What's there to be 'the worst of times', every second is a gift from God, that's why it's called the PRESENT. (I just adore this quote, it's so awesome and true) For every minute you spend being sad, you lose 60 seconds of happiness, not worth the barter eh? This about life, people. Sure some people may be sad-esque, but no hate from me. You were born this way. Gaga has taught us a beautiful lesson. Lessons are taught, but whether you want to learn is a totally different story.
So, like the psychiatrists would say, 'youuuuu're not saaaaaad, you are happyyyyyyyy' In a hypnotic tone. You are awesome. If perfect's what you're searching for then just stay the same, cause you're amazing just the way you are.
[Quoted: Lady Gaga, P!nk, Rihanna, Bruno Mars, Unknown Author, Babatunde Olantunji]
B.
Monday, 27 June 2011
Day 24
To the person that I gave my favourite memory
Dear you, I'm not gonna say who,
Because you're probably holding a piece of valuable information that could cost billions of dollars and if it ends up in the wrong hands, and I don't want you to get robbed or anything so I'll just leave you anonymous, but you know who your are. Yeah, you. :)
My favourite memory is that, oh wait, I'm supposed to tell you because it's top-secret on-a-need-to-know-basis-only and can cost billions like I said like 4 lines above? But you, you better remember it cause it will be only told once. Secrets are awesome, especially it they're juicy gossip-topics but then you forget them, so yeah. This is a random overdue post, but like every other one, it's just as original and awesome (Okay, maybe not original, but I'm not a plagiarist.
Remember it my dear, remember it. If you don't, sucks to be you. And partially due to the fact that I forgot my OWN favourite memory. Hah, cheers!
B.
Dear you, I'm not gonna say who,
Because you're probably holding a piece of valuable information that could cost billions of dollars and if it ends up in the wrong hands, and I don't want you to get robbed or anything so I'll just leave you anonymous, but you know who your are. Yeah, you. :)
My favourite memory is that, oh wait, I'm supposed to tell you because it's top-secret on-a-need-to-know-basis-only and can cost billions like I said like 4 lines above? But you, you better remember it cause it will be only told once. Secrets are awesome, especially it they're juicy gossip-topics but then you forget them, so yeah. This is a random overdue post, but like every other one, it's just as original and awesome (Okay, maybe not original, but I'm not a plagiarist.
Remember it my dear, remember it. If you don't, sucks to be you. And partially due to the fact that I forgot my OWN favourite memory. Hah, cheers!
B.
Thursday, 23 June 2011
More recently.
Tomorrow is the annual Teachers' Day celebration for the national school level, in appreciation of our teachers for like teaching us? Pfft, sounds so generic. So yeah, this year the UBK is in charge of the event and thus we the oh-so-awkward peer counsellors had to stay back til 8pm for the still-ugly decorations. And now I'm tired.
Yesterday the school had a rehearsal for the Sports Day marching and stuff, and during marching I apparently stepped on a pebble (well I stepped on plenty of them and they hurt, but especially this one) and it got stuck in my foot until now and forever, it hurt like shit yesterday so I had to limp all over the place and to make matters worse, until 5pm. So me, limping, the whole day, leg muscle sore, crampish, painful. And the pebble probably feels so snug in my body. Bloody pebble, and marching was fun, few people couldn't bear with it. And most of them, apparently were from my class. I'm too lazy to write a whole account of this and you're probably too lazy to read it (If you read anything at all). So yeah.
B.
Day 23
To the last person I kissed.
Dear Tek,
I kissed your hand today, I know you were like weirding out, but I did that just for this post. Smart right? So thus, here's the awkward post that people would think it's awkward and yeah. But since I'm so awesome, I did this post without having the need of being weird (or queer lol, well okay the kiss sounded gay). I succeeded though, no? Okay well there's nothing to write about, since it was just a weird impulsive hand-kiss. To be honest, I didn't actually intend on using it here, heck I even forgot today was 'The last person I kissed'-day, so yeah. But then I saw the topic of the day and this huge grin flashed across my face. Hah! Told you I could do this post, Meshell :D
B.
Wednesday, 22 June 2011
Day 22
To the someone I want to give a second chance to.
Dear Alvin, my retarded friend whom I just met this year,
I am psychic so don't think you can hide stuff from me. I know you're secretly dying for me to give you a second chance at being awesome, because somehow you failed the first time (quote; yourself).And that I will, I will give you a second chance to prove yourself worth of being included in an actual 30-Day-Letter-Challenge (30DLC) post. But until then, you're just a retarded-looking-yet-seriously-narcissistic bitch who is like so smart (but without actual common sense, just book smarts) [Intelligence and retardation have little to do with each other]. And I know you think I'm a trustworthy person, because I just am, duh. So yeah. Here's to your second chance of being awesome!
Cheers!
B.
Tuesday, 21 June 2011
Day 21
To the someone I judged by your first impression.
Dear Tek,
You are so what I thought of you, retarded but funny. Although I still don't know what made me think that but still, it was true. And don't you deny your retardedness, because there's no point denying what we all already know. I still sense something shady about you though. And since I'm partially psychic, yeah, you know the drill. And I can't believe your first impression of me was that I was a mature-serious guy. Well actually I am, but I never put it on my face before. There's like this perpetual smile here and I don't know how you got it, are you like, psychic too? But then again, you doubted your own prowess, so you still fail.
Dear Jayden,
While you were thinking I was a fluent-Chinese speaking guy, which is like 180 degrees around of the truth (this is epic), I was thinking that you were the kind of, well, prefect (like my dear weird friend Jeremy Tan), the good boy who finishes all his homework on time and pays attention in class like any form 1 person would expect a prefect to be, God damn I was totally wrong, no offense. Well yeah, both our first impressions of each other were wrong, but we get along swell. And I was totally in OMG-state when you said you speak Chinese at home.
Dear Jeremy,
Well you're totally not what I was expecting about you, sure you may be the generous kind awesome hardworking genius kid (okay maybe not that much anymore), but there's that perverted side of you that I never would have thought would come from a guy who looks so innocently pure like you. Guess this truly means don't judge a book by its cover eh? The first time we talked, which wasn't that long ago, at the beginning of the year (I don't know why I talked to you by the way, but I'm so glad I did), I was thinking Oh-Em-Gee this guy is like so innocent. Little did I know...Okay I guess I'm not psychic anymore, oh wait i said I was partially psychic, so I'm right. And the colourful language you possess, fascinating. And I still can't wrap my mind around the fact that you actually speak English at home. 'Cause you're like so typical Chinese, well not exactly anymore now that the image of you in my mind has been altered forever. So yeah. But we're friends right? And why the hell do you laugh for no apparent reason when you look at me? Oh well.
Dear other people who I've misjudged,
Apparently I was wrong, many times over. But first impressions are what keeps you going right, especially if they spawn from rumours, (put's on British accent) you certainly must find out! Cheers!
B.
Day 20
To the one that broke my heart the hardest.
Dear bitch,
Yes, you, the bitch that broke my heart and left me to die. How could you? I still can't believe you actually that. Stinking lying bitch.I hate your disgusting appalling guts. You just turn, walk, fall off a bloody cliff and just die. Hah, joking, you don't even exist. I'm just like, rambling on, and it doesn't seem pretty convincing. Nobody's ever broke my heart before because yeah, no heart to break, yes I am heartless. Hah, kidding, but I didn't give my heart to anyone yet so yeah, no heartbreak, not yet anyways. Guess who? Bah. (And the most not-so-nice words I ever use is only 'bitch', I'm sure an angel aren't I?)
B.
Monday, 20 June 2011
Recent.
It's been such a bore-fest lately that if not for the 30-day letter challenge, I wouldn't even come to my blog (plainly because there's nothing much to shout about). Well, I've just finished my lunch, Kraft Macaroni and Cheese Dinner FTW. Okay, well Ruey Ying's back in school after two week touring the cities of Europe, no souvenirs for me? D: And yep, I failed my add.maths, got a mere 28 marks. There's always next term and I shall work hard. I'm so into reading right now, but don't just throw any random book at me, my brain requires at least two recommendations from two different people, then only it get's interested in the book. So I'm in the midst of reading I Am Number Four (yeah, I know, not finished yet), Mockingjay (The Hunger Games 3rd book, which I've read and re-read twice before this) and recently Confessions of a Shopaholic (just started today.)
And now I'm obsessed with this guy on YouTube, Chester See. He's like so awesome D: And hot.
Nice guys finish last, that's why I'll treat you like trash, it's not what I really want to do, but, you only date bad guys so, I'll give it my best try to, treat you the way you want me to.
Meh, nothing special going on, oh wait, it's teachers' day this Friday (it's Friday Friday gotta get down on Friday, yeah...) at our school. And being on the peer counselling team (don't judge -.-) I have to stay back til 5pm on Wednesday, 10pm on Thursday and be at school by 5.30am on Friday (it's Friday Friday gotta get down on Friday, lol). And also apparently, I saved my 2 yellow house comrades by volunteering to join the marching squad, actually I already wanted to, but then it just takes up too much of my time (even though I don't really have anything better to do, but still)
And I saw in the newspaper that the Samsung Galaxy S II is being launched by Maxis at Mid Valley Centre Court on the 22nd of June, they're offering the device for RM799 to the first 300 customers who opt for a 3GB data plan (RRP: RM2099) This is an awesome phone, but still too expensive considering the plans. I want a new awesome phone D: The HTC Sensation seems awesome too, but with my horrid results I doubt I'll be getting anything for now. -.-
B.
Sunday, 19 June 2011
Day 19
To the someone that pesters my mind—good or bad.
To myself (good),
You're in my mind all the time, but not in that bad way, obviously. I think about you all the time, when your hidden emotions and feelings that you keep isolated from the dog-eat-dog world out that. It's a cruel world, so I'll just hide myself and give into the ways of others. I'm so tired of you always being the nice guy (Nice guys finish last, sometimes that's true, not always though.) Why don't you start being meaner, don't hide under someone else's shoes and thumb and speak up, that's how you get awesome. And Chester See is hot. I know you better than you think, because well you're me, like it or not.
Stuck at the crossroads of life, tough decisions and grueling challenges life throws at you, don't fret. God will never give you something you cannot handle. He knows your limits and well give you something you can do, or stretch the limit by a little bit. Snap out of it and live your life. You've got awesome friends around you, whether they're true friends or not (no offense) only time can tell. Cheers!
B.
Day 18
To the person that I wish I could be.
Well there are many people I wanna be, so yeah.
Well there are many people I wanna be, so yeah.
To Lady Gaga,
Holishyt, I wish I could be you. Not just because you're crazy and wacky, but also because you're mega-talented, you write your own songs, and can sing awesomely. Okay, maybe you're not the hottest person in the music business, but you're one kick-ass lady (Lady Gaga, get it?) You're also one for equality advocacy, which not many celebrities do. (Okay well a lot of them do, but that's just one of your philanthropic ventures right?). And super famous :D But it's not much about the fame part, I've actually never thought about that. And I just love your fashion sense, even though it's not ALWAYS awesome, but still. Gaga FTW. Paws up :D And you don't care what haters say about you. You don't give a shit (Y)
And to another person, real-life friend (who I wish to keep anonymous so you can randomly guess who),
You're like so smart and nice and awesome. Well I've already got the smart and and nice and awesome part (oh wait, I guess we're not that different, but still there are differences) Different personalities, I wonder how it would be like to be you. That is mind-boggling isn't it? Intriguing. Okay so maybe I'm not that smart, and I'm not that nice, and I'm not that awesome either. I'm just writing that to extend this letter so it won't feel so insincere.
Note: This can apply to many people, and it does.
And to another, okay maybe not. (Hah!)
B.
Saturday, 18 June 2011
Live Your Life.
Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift. That is why it is called the present.
(Rihanna):
So just get over it, if yesterday was a horrible day, then write that down in your diary or journal or history textbook because it belongs there and not drifting through your mind in circles. Because if yesterday was bad enough, today would will be better than yesterday and it's a gift from God -- Happiness. But we don't know what lies ahead of us, now do we? So it's still a mystery. Live your life.
Live Your Life by T.I. ft. Rihanna
(T.I.):
Miya hee, miya ho, miya hu, miya ha ha
(Ay, this a special what's happenin' to all my)
Miya hee, miya ho, miya hu, miya ha ha
(All my soldiers over there in Iraq)
Miya hee, miya ho, miya hu, miya ha ha
(E'rybody right here, what you need to do)
(Is be thankful for the life you got, y'knowmsayin?)
Miya hee, miya ho, miya hu, miya ha ha
(Stop lookin' at what you ain't got)
Start bein' thankful for what you do got
Let's give it to 'em baby girl, hey
(Ay, this a special what's happenin' to all my)
Miya hee, miya ho, miya hu, miya ha ha
(All my soldiers over there in Iraq)
Miya hee, miya ho, miya hu, miya ha ha
(E'rybody right here, what you need to do)
(Is be thankful for the life you got, y'knowmsayin?)
Miya hee, miya ho, miya hu, miya ha ha
(Stop lookin' at what you ain't got)
Start bein' thankful for what you do got
Let's give it to 'em baby girl, hey
(Rihanna):
You're gonna be a shining star, fancy clothes, fancy car-ars.
And then you'll see, you're gonna go far.
Cause everyone knows, who you are-are.
So live your life, ay ay ay.
intead of chasing that paper.
Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay.
Ain't got no time for no haters.
Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay.
No telling where it'll take you.
Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay.
Cause I'm a paper chaser.
Just living my life (ay), my life (oh), my life (ay), my life (oh)
Just living my life (ay), my life (oh), my life (ay), my life (oh)
And then you'll see, you're gonna go far.
Cause everyone knows, who you are-are.
So live your life, ay ay ay.
intead of chasing that paper.
Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay.
Ain't got no time for no haters.
Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay.
No telling where it'll take you.
Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay.
Cause I'm a paper chaser.
Just living my life (ay), my life (oh), my life (ay), my life (oh)
Just living my life (ay), my life (oh), my life (ay), my life (oh)
(T.I.):
Nevermind what haters say, ignore them 'til they fade away.
Amazing they ungrateful after all the games I gave away.
Safe to say I payed the way, for you cats to get paid today.
You still be wasting days away, nah had I never saved the day.
Consider them my protégé, homage I think they should pay.
Instead of being gracious, they violated in a major way.I never been a hater still I love them, yeah I graze the way.
Some say they so yay and no they couldn't even work on Labor day.
It aint that they black or white, their hands of area in shades of grey.
I'm West side anyway, even if I left the day it fades away.
Some move away to make a way not move away cause they afraid.
I'll go back to the hood and all you ever did was hate away.
I pray for patience but they make me want to face away.
Like I once made them scream, now I could make them plead their case away.
Been thuggin' all my life, can't say I don't deserve to take a break.
If you ever see me catch a case, and watch my future fade away.
(Rihanna):
You're gonna be a shining star, fancy clothes, fancy car-ars.
And then you'll see, you're gonna go far.
Cause everyone knows, who you are-are.
So live your life, ay ay ay.
instead of chasing that paper.
Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay.
Ain't got no time for no haters
Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay.
No telling where it'll take you.
Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay.
Cause I'm a paper chaser.
Just living my life.
(T.I.):
I'm the opposite of moderate, immaculately polished with the spirit of a hustler and the swagger of a college kid.
Allergic to the counterfeit, impartial to the politics.
Articulate but still would grab a nigga by the collar quick.
Whoever had problems, their record sales they just holla 'tip.
If that don't work and just fails, then turn around and follow 'tip.
I got love for the game but ay I'm not in love with all of it.
I do without the fame and the rappers nowadays are comedy.
The hootin' and the hollerin', back and forth with the arguing.
Where you from, who you know, what you make and what kind of car you in.
Seems as though you lost sight of whats important when depositing
your checks into your bank account, and you're about poverted.
Your values is a disarrayed, prioritized are horribly.
Unhappy with the riches cause you piss poor morraly.
Ignoring all prior advice and fore warning.
And we might be full of ourselves all of a sudden aren't we?
(Rihanna):
You're gonna be a shining star, fancy clothes, fancy car-ars.
And then you'll see, you're gonna go far.
Cause everyone knows, who you are-are.
So live your life, ay ay ay.
instead of chasing that paper.
Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay.
Ain't got no time for no haters
Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay.
No telling where it'll take you.
Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay.
Cause I'm a paper chaser.
Just living my life (ay), my life (oh), my life (ay), my life (oh)
Just living my life (ay), my life (oh), my life (ay), my life (oh)
(TI):
Got everybody watchin what I do
Come walk in my shoes
And see the way I'm livin if you really want to
Got my mind on my money
And I'm not goin nowhere
So keep on gettin your paper
And keep on climbing
Look in the mirror and keep on shining
Till the game ends, till the clock stops
We gon' post up on the top spot
Livin the life, the life
In a brand new city got my whole team with me
The life, my life
I do what I wanna do
I'm livin my life, my life
I will never lose, I'm livin my life, my life
And I'm not stopping
So live your life!
Nevermind what haters say, ignore them 'til they fade away.
Amazing they ungrateful after all the games I gave away.
Safe to say I payed the way, for you cats to get paid today.
You still be wasting days away, nah had I never saved the day.
Consider them my protégé, homage I think they should pay.
Instead of being gracious, they violated in a major way.I never been a hater still I love them, yeah I graze the way.
Some say they so yay and no they couldn't even work on Labor day.
It aint that they black or white, their hands of area in shades of grey.
I'm West side anyway, even if I left the day it fades away.
Some move away to make a way not move away cause they afraid.
I'll go back to the hood and all you ever did was hate away.
I pray for patience but they make me want to face away.
Like I once made them scream, now I could make them plead their case away.
Been thuggin' all my life, can't say I don't deserve to take a break.
If you ever see me catch a case, and watch my future fade away.
(Rihanna):
You're gonna be a shining star, fancy clothes, fancy car-ars.
And then you'll see, you're gonna go far.
Cause everyone knows, who you are-are.
So live your life, ay ay ay.
instead of chasing that paper.
Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay.
Ain't got no time for no haters
Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay.
No telling where it'll take you.
Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay.
Cause I'm a paper chaser.
Just living my life.
(T.I.):
I'm the opposite of moderate, immaculately polished with the spirit of a hustler and the swagger of a college kid.
Allergic to the counterfeit, impartial to the politics.
Articulate but still would grab a nigga by the collar quick.
Whoever had problems, their record sales they just holla 'tip.
If that don't work and just fails, then turn around and follow 'tip.
I got love for the game but ay I'm not in love with all of it.
I do without the fame and the rappers nowadays are comedy.
The hootin' and the hollerin', back and forth with the arguing.
Where you from, who you know, what you make and what kind of car you in.
Seems as though you lost sight of whats important when depositing
your checks into your bank account, and you're about poverted.
Your values is a disarrayed, prioritized are horribly.
Unhappy with the riches cause you piss poor morraly.
Ignoring all prior advice and fore warning.
And we might be full of ourselves all of a sudden aren't we?
(Rihanna):
You're gonna be a shining star, fancy clothes, fancy car-ars.
And then you'll see, you're gonna go far.
Cause everyone knows, who you are-are.
So live your life, ay ay ay.
instead of chasing that paper.
Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay.
Ain't got no time for no haters
Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay.
No telling where it'll take you.
Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay.
Cause I'm a paper chaser.
Just living my life (ay), my life (oh), my life (ay), my life (oh)
Just living my life (ay), my life (oh), my life (ay), my life (oh)
(TI):
Got everybody watchin what I do
Come walk in my shoes
And see the way I'm livin if you really want to
Got my mind on my money
And I'm not goin nowhere
So keep on gettin your paper
And keep on climbing
Look in the mirror and keep on shining
Till the game ends, till the clock stops
We gon' post up on the top spot
Livin the life, the life
In a brand new city got my whole team with me
The life, my life
I do what I wanna do
I'm livin my life, my life
I will never lose, I'm livin my life, my life
And I'm not stopping
So live your life!
(Rihanna):
You're gonna be a shining star, fancy clothes, fancy car-ars.
And then you'll see, you're gonna go far.
Cause everyone knows, who you are-are.
So live your life, ay ay ay.
instead of chasing that paper.
Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay.
Ain't got no time for no haters
Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay.
No telling where it'll take you.
Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay.
Cause I'm a paper chaser.
Just living my life (ay), my life (oh), my life (ay), my life (oh)
Just living my life (ay), my life (oh), my life (ay), my life (oh)
So live your life!
You're gonna be a shining star, fancy clothes, fancy car-ars.
And then you'll see, you're gonna go far.
Cause everyone knows, who you are-are.
So live your life, ay ay ay.
instead of chasing that paper.
Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay.
Ain't got no time for no haters
Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay.
No telling where it'll take you.
Just live your life (Oh!), ay ay ay.
Cause I'm a paper chaser.
Just living my life (ay), my life (oh), my life (ay), my life (oh)
Just living my life (ay), my life (oh), my life (ay), my life (oh)
So live your life!
Friday, 17 June 2011
Jeremy.
Okay maybe your name is not Jeremy, but it's a hot name, dude. Anyway, Mr. Tan Zhong Yih, whom I've come to know quite well only this year, even though I've known you for like 3 years? You probably don't know me. But obviously now you do, since I'm the always-in-your-face guy. You probably will never ever see this since you don't even get online. What a sad, sad kid. Okay, maybe you're life is filled with awesomeness but I don't know about it, because you're apparently a very...secretive person. Dark, as some would put it. But I can see through your shade of innocence to see the horny perverted bitch inside you. I think I'm overusing the word bitch -.- Ohkay, sorry :D So anyway, DID YOU READ MY CARD? (Well, our cards, I'm helping them say this too) I'm sure you loved them.
And I know you definitely liked our small quaint little pizza-muffin party, even though you don't show it. You don't show enough emotions, just blabber more out, obviously not everything, or else you're dignity would be in jeopardy. (Duh!) How dare you get more marks for your English essay! Cedric's birthday gift to you? That twat! D:
Happy birthday Jeremy Tan Zhong Yih, you lied to the class about your birthday but me, expert stalker, found your Facebook page (which you still haven't accepted me as your friend) with your real birthday on it. So, cheers! Happy 16th year bro :D May God bless you in everything you do! XOXO.
B.
And I know you definitely liked our small quaint little pizza-muffin party, even though you don't show it. You don't show enough emotions, just blabber more out, obviously not everything, or else you're dignity would be in jeopardy. (Duh!) How dare you get more marks for your English essay! Cedric's birthday gift to you? That twat! D:
Happy birthday Jeremy Tan Zhong Yih, you lied to the class about your birthday but me, expert stalker, found your Facebook page (which you still haven't accepted me as your friend) with your real birthday on it. So, cheers! Happy 16th year bro :D May God bless you in everything you do! XOXO.
B.
Red? Blue?
Two days, well actually one-and-a-half, without internet connection sucks. Now I know that I'm totally addicted to the internet. I was so lifeless and bored and sleepy yesterday. But I did my homework (for once, not in the morning), so it isn't all bad. Dad just subscribed to UniFi and apparently the very next day, a mouse/rat/rodent-thingy came and snapped the cable so byebye connection. They're in the process of mending it, now I'm on Streamyx again. I.Am.Lifeless.
Okay, so today I spent the day playing the Red House, Blue House game. I spoke so fast that I felt my tongue go numb for awhile, but I'm pretty sure when fast equals inaudible, 'cause they're like "Oh, I wasn't listening to you." Funnnnnn. Retarded games are awesome. Viva la Four-Ehstri!!!
And I think I've been the nice guy for too long, so I'm gonna be a bitchy person (When I want to of course, I'm not a bitch all the time, well...Okay fine, I am), bitchier than before. :D
B.
Okay, so today I spent the day playing the Red House, Blue House game. I spoke so fast that I felt my tongue go numb for awhile, but I'm pretty sure when fast equals inaudible, 'cause they're like "Oh, I wasn't listening to you." Funnnnnn. Retarded games are awesome. Viva la Four-Ehstri!!!
And I think I've been the nice guy for too long, so I'm gonna be a bitchy person (When I want to of course, I'm not a bitch all the time, well...Okay fine, I am), bitchier than before. :D
B.
Day 17
To the someone from my childhood.
To Weng Hei, my best friend whom I've know for more than 11 years,
I guess the greeting says it all, 11 years ago we were like, barely five. 11 years is a pretty long time, considering how friendships come and go. Even though the greeting says you're my best friend, don't get all high and mighty 'cause I got many awesome friends. Hah, just stating your narcissism. Which was like, so obvious in primary school. You would just blockade the entire road and only let people pass if they call you 美女.
We've got a lot in common. Obvious or otherwise. Same horoscope also! Aquarius ftw. Even though we've drifted apart in form 1 to 3, now that we're in the same class, we're awesome buds :D No, this is not of any means of flirting. Just shut up people. I'm an innocent guy, innocent I tell you! Rawr.
So anyways, if I said 'I wish we will be friends forever' sounds too generically Chinese, which I don't actually like because it's weird. VERY weird. So, I'll say, erm...Ahh, I don't wish to be friends forever, I know we will be. And I know you well, they say 'a best friend's eyes are the best mirrors' (or something like that, I don't exactly go search for the actual terms so yeah). XOXO.
B.
To Weng Hei, my best friend whom I've know for more than 11 years,
I guess the greeting says it all, 11 years ago we were like, barely five. 11 years is a pretty long time, considering how friendships come and go. Even though the greeting says you're my best friend, don't get all high and mighty 'cause I got many awesome friends. Hah, just stating your narcissism. Which was like, so obvious in primary school. You would just blockade the entire road and only let people pass if they call you 美女.
We've got a lot in common. Obvious or otherwise. Same horoscope also! Aquarius ftw. Even though we've drifted apart in form 1 to 3, now that we're in the same class, we're awesome buds :D No, this is not of any means of flirting. Just shut up people. I'm an innocent guy, innocent I tell you! Rawr.
So anyways, if I said 'I wish we will be friends forever' sounds too generically Chinese, which I don't actually like because it's weird. VERY weird. So, I'll say, erm...Ahh, I don't wish to be friends forever, I know we will be. And I know you well, they say 'a best friend's eyes are the best mirrors' (or something like that, I don't exactly go search for the actual terms so yeah). XOXO.
B.
Day 16
To the someone that’s not in my state/country
Dear Janice Ooi Sue Yen,
Hello you, here you are again, my favourite internet friend. You live x miles away from me, you're in Penang and I'm in Selangor (x is an unknown, algebra, because I don't know how far it is). I still have high hopes to meet you someday, five years. Then when we're rich, let's go on a food tour. And gain tens of tens of kilos. Awesomeness, you're so gonna eat a fried scorpion. Even though I really wanna meet you in the flesh, somehow I feel unprepared. Strange right? But it's always the same with internet friends. And then they turn out the way you least expected, no offense, you're awesome :D
Here's to meeting up in five years, when we're 21. Cheers!
B.
Dear Janice Ooi Sue Yen,
Hello you, here you are again, my favourite internet friend. You live x miles away from me, you're in Penang and I'm in Selangor (x is an unknown, algebra, because I don't know how far it is). I still have high hopes to meet you someday, five years. Then when we're rich, let's go on a food tour. And gain tens of tens of kilos. Awesomeness, you're so gonna eat a fried scorpion. Even though I really wanna meet you in the flesh, somehow I feel unprepared. Strange right? But it's always the same with internet friends. And then they turn out the way you least expected, no offense, you're awesome :D
Here's to meeting up in five years, when we're 21. Cheers!
B.
Wednesday, 15 June 2011
Why you gotta be so mean?
This is for you Mr. Cedric Chan.
Mean by Taylor Swift.
You, with your words like knives and swords and weapons that you use against me,
You have knocked me off my feet again, got me feeling like I'm nothing
You, with your voice like nails on a chalkboard, calling me out when I'm wounded
You, pickin' on the weaker man.
Well, you can take me down with just on single blow
But you don't what you don't know
Someday, I'll be, livin' in a big ol' city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Someday, I'll be, big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're every gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?
You, with your switching sides and your walk-by lies and your humiliation
You, have pointed out my flaw again as if I don't already see them
I'll just walk with my head down trying to block you out 'cause I'll never impress you
I just wanna feel okay again.
I'll bet you got pushed around, somebody made you cold
But the cycle ends right now 'cause you can't lead me down that road
And you don't know what you don't know
Someday, I'll be, livin' in a big ol' city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Someday, I'll be, big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?
And I can see you years from now in a bar, talking over a football game
With that same big loud opinion but nobody's listening
Washed up and ranting about the same old bitter things
Drunk and grumbling on about how I can't sing
But all you are is mean
All you are is mean, and a liar, and pathetic, and alone in life
And mean, and mean, and mean, and mean.
But someday, I'll be, livin' in a big ol' city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Someday, I'll be big enough so you can't hit mean
and all you're ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?
Someday, I'll be livin' in a big ol' city
(Why you gotta be so mean?)
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
(Why you gotta be so mean?)
Someday, I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
(Why you gotta be so mean?)
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?
Mean by Taylor Swift.
You, with your words like knives and swords and weapons that you use against me,
You have knocked me off my feet again, got me feeling like I'm nothing
You, with your voice like nails on a chalkboard, calling me out when I'm wounded
You, pickin' on the weaker man.
Well, you can take me down with just on single blow
But you don't what you don't know
Someday, I'll be, livin' in a big ol' city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Someday, I'll be, big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're every gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?
You, with your switching sides and your walk-by lies and your humiliation
You, have pointed out my flaw again as if I don't already see them
I'll just walk with my head down trying to block you out 'cause I'll never impress you
I just wanna feel okay again.
I'll bet you got pushed around, somebody made you cold
But the cycle ends right now 'cause you can't lead me down that road
And you don't know what you don't know
Someday, I'll be, livin' in a big ol' city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Someday, I'll be, big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?
And I can see you years from now in a bar, talking over a football game
With that same big loud opinion but nobody's listening
Washed up and ranting about the same old bitter things
Drunk and grumbling on about how I can't sing
But all you are is mean
All you are is mean, and a liar, and pathetic, and alone in life
And mean, and mean, and mean, and mean.
But someday, I'll be, livin' in a big ol' city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Someday, I'll be big enough so you can't hit mean
and all you're ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?
Someday, I'll be livin' in a big ol' city
(Why you gotta be so mean?)
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
(Why you gotta be so mean?)
Someday, I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
(Why you gotta be so mean?)
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?
Day 15
To the person I miss the most.
To myself,
I miss the old me, well actually not really, and I don't actually miss anyone that much right now. So, I'll just write this letter to myself then. You were the shy awkward fat kid in class, now you're just the awkward fat kid. (lol) I wonder why I miss you, your life has been so much more awesome than ever since you learned to laugh at everything and accept them as facts (except frauds and those). So, goodbye old me. But I still miss the childhood days where you were naive, innocent and all that. Okay, this is a waste of time, writing a letter just for the sake of writing a letter. It's not like you've been any better than I am now right? Okay, you lie a lot less and I admire that.
Sincerely,
B.
To myself,
I miss the old me, well actually not really, and I don't actually miss anyone that much right now. So, I'll just write this letter to myself then. You were the shy awkward fat kid in class, now you're just the awkward fat kid. (lol) I wonder why I miss you, your life has been so much more awesome than ever since you learned to laugh at everything and accept them as facts (except frauds and those). So, goodbye old me. But I still miss the childhood days where you were naive, innocent and all that. Okay, this is a waste of time, writing a letter just for the sake of writing a letter. It's not like you've been any better than I am now right? Okay, you lie a lot less and I admire that.
Sincerely,
B.
Tuesday, 14 June 2011
Animosity.
I know you hate me, Mr Cedric Chan Foi Onn. And I hope you now know that the feeling is mutual. Obviously you're just to retarded to not see the apparent time setting changes and the damn tenses, you didn't even teach a damn thing and dare to ignore any pleas or negotiations. Okay, new question for you even though you'll never find this, how many marks can I get if my tenses weren't wrong? And the stupid summary, it sucks, 'nuff said.
I know my hatred won't last anyway, so I'll make use of it right now. Boo you! And what the hell do you mean by I'm a dark person, I've always been this bubbly hyper guy. And what's with the crap of me not being innocent I'm like the epitome of innocence dude!
B.
I know my hatred won't last anyway, so I'll make use of it right now. Boo you! And what the hell do you mean by I'm a dark person, I've always been this bubbly hyper guy. And what's with the crap of me not being innocent I'm like the epitome of innocence dude!
B.
Day 14
To the someone I’ve drifted away from.
To you both, my childhood best friends,
It was you who I hung out with the most during primary school days, you who brought fun and awesomeness to my childhood. But sadly, we've grown apart, different schools in different districts with different cultural references and the ever-present language barrier and pretty much nothing in common. Occasionally I see you around the neighbourhood but that's that and nothing more. I miss the old days but then it would be very very very awkward if we reenacted it now, wouldn't it? Remember that time we got chased by a dog? And the time we mutilated a dead monitor lizard and chased by the old man and all that? Well I do. Last year was the last time we've met I think at tuition, no more now. Sadness and sorrow, but hey, we all have to move on right?
Friends come and go, best friends come and go but stay in our hearts forever. But I think I will manage to keep my new relationships intact for a long long time. I'll be there for you guys when you need me and I hope you do the same. Cheers!
B.
To you both, my childhood best friends,
It was you who I hung out with the most during primary school days, you who brought fun and awesomeness to my childhood. But sadly, we've grown apart, different schools in different districts with different cultural references and the ever-present language barrier and pretty much nothing in common. Occasionally I see you around the neighbourhood but that's that and nothing more. I miss the old days but then it would be very very very awkward if we reenacted it now, wouldn't it? Remember that time we got chased by a dog? And the time we mutilated a dead monitor lizard and chased by the old man and all that? Well I do. Last year was the last time we've met I think at tuition, no more now. Sadness and sorrow, but hey, we all have to move on right?
Friends come and go, best friends come and go but stay in our hearts forever. But I think I will manage to keep my new relationships intact for a long long time. I'll be there for you guys when you need me and I hope you do the same. Cheers!
B.
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