To the someone I wish could forgive me.
To myself, the retarded awkward person that I am,
I'm sorry for all the pain I've given you, well myself, emotionally, physically, mentally, spiritually and other -allies. I am sorry for the horrid results I have obtained this term, and I want to make it up to you, well me. So, I'm making a vow to start studying for the finals starting mid-July, and I hope I don't disappoint myself in doing something I myself said I would, or I would hate myself for that. Forgive me in advance if I fail also.
There's more to this post than that, I've been cheating myself for so long that I don't know what and how long exactly anymore, but that heavy load of guilt that hovers overhead is impossible to ignore. So I'm sorry for all the misery I've put you, myself, through all this time.
But I am not hating you, well myself, for all the awkward face-throwing embarrassing retarded things I've done, no regrets there. I love myself and I will forgive myself. So, I am forgiven. :D
*Note: The pledge of studying for finals is totally on!
B.
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